| The Sex Is So Much Better When Youre Mad At Mex |
[13 Aug 2006|03:40pm] |
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Web Design II - Thomson
Economics - Scott
AP Prob&Stats - Bruno
Lunch
English IV - Urling
Keyboarding and Business Skills - Eisenberg
AP Art History - Long
So Obviously...My third period Teacher was changed, My fifth and Sixth periods were changed. I think I actually like it better this way because fifth and sixth I m doing stuff I already know. English first semester I can say will be boring the no end. We are supposed to read 'And Then There Were None'. Well, i ve read that book so many times. Then later we are reading 'Macbeth', 'Taming of the Shrew', some of 'The Canterbury Tales' and some other piece. Three of those four i ve read. Boring to the end obviously. Sigh. So its been Work and School Now. School has been great for the first two days..but yeah...i dont know lol. Cheri works with me now, its really weird but not really at the same time. Lossserrr<3. So I just got off of work and I'm back on my laptop, I missed my baby. So Shower, finish binders, and off with Travis when he gets here, and then here just to go back to school. Sigh. Muahs<3.
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| And I Dont Love Like They Do, But I Dont Hate Like They Do..Am I Ever On Your Mind? |
[19 Jun 2006|11:11pm] |
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Today, I worked. Yesterday I worked. Saturday I worked. Before that I had three days off. Well, I have this problem. Travis starts school sometime this week maybe. He is mad because I have a job, not that I have a job but because I work as much as I do. Well I m not going to quit or say "no i cant work so much." I didnt want the job in the first place because i didnt want trouble with me and Travis But now that I have it, i love it. Travis will be working with his dad like friday-sunday, make however much and be able to come back and not work for the rest of the month and be okay with money.
Well he doesnt want me to work. I cant just quit my job, yet he s offering to pay my car insurance. Well we arent married so i refuse to quit and depend on him. And anyways if we were to stay together he wants to be a Lawyer and I want to be a Criminal Psychologist he cant just say hey get this time off because i want to spend time with you. Right now My work schedule changes every week. I know this is more of a rant, i want to spend time with him but i dont want to just be sitting home or at school when he is out with his friends or out working or in school. I said School comes first then work and then whenever theres a chance for me there s a chance for me. I d wait. I really would. He still doesnt like me working.
And what i cant get is how come he cant just wait to be with me again and then appreciate the time we re spending together and when i leave, miss me and when i come back everything is fine again. I m not asking for angst or a romantic tragedy. I wont quit my job. In the real world, if you want to be with someone and you love them and they are waiting for you then you keep that, you work it out whatever it is. I m not arguing anymore about work. I work. He works. We ve wasted enough breath on the subject. We left on horrible terms, but I cant go after him again, if he wants to talk to me he can but I wont apologize. He doesnt have to either, i dont want an apology. All I want is "We ll Work On It." Or "Whenever we both get a chance we ll take it".
Thats seriously, all I ask.
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[09 Jun 2006|11:04pm] |
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I had my one year with Travis June 2nd 2006. Can you believe that? I cant. I bought him a really nice gift set of swords. He didnt want the watch i was going to get him. A very nice expensive watch. Heh. And a few other little things he likes. My one year present was nothing compared to what i got him. It was a photo album of pictures and all in chronological order. I got the movies Memoirs of a Geisha (one of my favorites) and the first movie we ve ever seen Triple X with Ice Cube...(thats still in plastic and never coming out). Hm...what else..Stayed in Palm Harbor for the 29th the 30th and the 31st i had off. For the day of our one year we went to Nouvelle Cuisine my favorite resturant. Sigh. it was great.
And lately...
Cheris moving in with me =). I get her back. Still working like crazy. Still hanging out whenever i get a chance. Oh report cards came out I was happy with it =). And I got my schedule for my Last Year of High School.
1st Period WebDesign II
2nd Period Economics
3rd Period AP Prob&Stats
4th Period Lunch
5th Period DE Comp
6th Period WorkplaceEssentials
7th Period AP Arthistory
I cant wait. It ll be great. Let me finish arguing with Travis and get some sleep...I work tomorrow. -.-'.
Nytex
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| Hey oh here I am, And Here We Go, Life s Waiting to Begin... |
[26 May 2006|11:11pm] |
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So Congratulations to the Class of 2006.
After working I went to Graduation which was great besides one little thing. I was sick. During the Graduation I felt sick but I thought it was nerves because I have one more year and then that ll be me. Sigh, not entirely a bad thing, but anyways. I clapped for every senior that I knew. And liked. Or at least respected for graduating. After I finally found Travis, we took pictures, well was videotaped and then went out to eat at Ruby Tuesdays with Travis and his family. I was complaining so much of a headache because it really did hurt he just dropped me off. I left my car at his house. I came straight to bed mum came and gave me like six pills and just as she went so sleep I went and threw up, My mum comes running in the bathroom trying to be a savior. And then. I told her to get out.
So that was my first day of summer. Sounds great so far. I do feel better anyways. Today went over with Travis' went got food hung out for a while. We both had work so..Tomorrows Natalies Birthday so she had a birthday party today. She ordered this huge waterslide. I went on it after work. It was fun, before nearly breaking my neck. Oh well. So by this weekend I have to get Travis' One Year Gift (already.), Clean my mums room (i dont want to), clean my room (god knows it needs it), and clean my car (my poor poor car.) Yeah So Jordans here, havent seen him in a while, hes staying for the weekend before going with his dad in Miami. So I go. Get food anyways, some food.
Nytex.
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| So What If You Can See?..This Darker Side Of Me.. |
[22 May 2006|11:12pm] |
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So...
Whats with me getting a Livejournal? Last nyte Deadjournals server was busy and I was actually in the mood to update. Well, i am extremely impatient. So i made a livejournal again. Cheri fixed it for me, because i m too lazy, and she does so much better.
Happy 18th Birthday to Travis.
Happy 17th Birthday to Cheri.
I Love You Both =).
School is out in two days. Chemistry and Alg II exam tomorrow. XD. Hm...I think i m good with updating for now. Really, my goal is to make an entry as much as possible this last summer and every day for the school year. I m sure it wont work like that but as much as possible. Then once i m finished with Senior year..read it, maybe print it and give it to my mum before college. I m sure she would cry.
Nytex
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